I'm worried that i've been scarred from starting haveing sex too young, when i was 9 my mate asked me if i knew what sex was so i said no and he asked if i minded if he showed me (he was 9 too not some pervert) and i'm guessing he like me didn't really know the true meaning of sex and how emotional it is, he showed me, i didn't lose my virginity technically (for obvious reasons) but even so we did it quite a few times and i always felt guilty afterwards like i knew it was wrong but didn't know why.